I had to put my baby in the pawnshop today!

Today I had to put my MPC 2000XL in the pawn. I have to court on the 14th and I had to get some dough to pay some fines. I still havent did my community service(40hrs.), but it will be done at least a couple of days. It was real hard to do but thats the life of this starving artist especially when I am about to put together a new project to put out. All my tracks are basically done and on zip disc, so I can use my folks DJ Asylum's MPC and drop it to pro-tools. I had to act like she wasnt even their(I call my MPC Rosa Lee) and I started listen to other people's music like I am doin right now- its cool but... I slept right next to my machine with my headphones on and im married!! I saw the jealousy but when I woke up and before i rolled a swisher and went to work, I'd press play. Sometimes I kept my girl on for weeks at a time and tried to use all the sampling time and every pad. It hasnt been the first time I pawn it but this time I was killing the machine and my crates are gettin larger. Im not getting withdrawls or nuthin and at times it is like a women and you want to be by yourself and you dont pay her no attention , its like that. Im not making excuses for not having no doe for the fines but i had made so many beats- let me stop lying!!!! I MISS THAT BITCH...........